Flash. The news is delivered. All hopes and dreams are shattered. Begging. Pleading until you are out of breath. What happened cannot be changed. You beg with logic, trying to change it's mind. Anger. You accuse, shout. Your reasoning is the same. You cannot accept this. Not now. Distracting. You bring everything up. The good and the bad. Nothing can distract this now. It is in a corner, ready to spring. The slow realization of defeat is sinking in. Your stomach starts to go first. Nausea. The sinking feeling that cannot be fixed. Your mouth is watering, but you hold it back. Life is spinning in circles. Balance. You fall to the ground. Logic has left you and so has dignity. It spins faster now. Blood. Rushes through your head. You hear your pulse beating through your ears. Physical and mental collapse draw closer. Denial. Running now. Hoping it was a dream. You cannot focus on anything. This world has just ended and you were not ready. Ravaged. You lose all hope.
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Hey Dav.Di. Yeah, I've been so busy with school that I lost the time to write. But I have a myspace now. A little less work to have a creative space on the net. But I do miss writing. I'll be back. Check me out at myspace.com/1earman. When I get a chance, I'll be back to catch up on ya.:)
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