With an average of 3 hours a night of sleep for the last couple of weeks, life has gotten somewhat hazy. I don't sleep because my shoulder hurts, so I drink coffee, write, and lurk around the innards of of the internet late into the night when most people are dreaming away. Sappy as it sounds, I wish there was someone out there I could spend a day with taking naps and watching movies together. A little vacation from lonliness so to speak. Unfortunately I just have unfriendly electrical signals shooting down the nerves in my arm to keep me company. Something in my life feels terribly wrong. It is that gut feeling that something bad is going on constantly screaming in the back of your head. I only wish gut feelings werent so ambiguous and I knew what it was. Until that discovery I'll probably work on some writings and be posting them up and around here. Cheers.
