Saturday, April 16, 2005

Vent.

My last post was pretty angry.
I'm in a better mood today.
I was just starting to crack under all the stressful things piled up on me -- so I needed to vent.
Years ago -- I was twelve and had an uncontrollable urge to vent all the time. So, new to the internet and it's wonderful venting capabilities, I began a search for a popular medium to vent on. In my search, I discovered something called DeadJournal. DeadJournal is an -oh so popular- blog service where little 12-15 year old kids can bitch about there life. I found the perfect escape. Then, on my 16 year of existence I found something called Live Journal. By then I didn't have everything, everyone, and doritoes so I quite liked livejournal and the community of at least some nice people. As I was nearing 17 years old I realized how much of my life is devoted to google and its services. Out of loyalty, and need for a change, I switched to Blogger. Thus far, I have quite enjoyed Blogger. That is the history of my blogging, it's quite pointless really. Luckily though, Blogger has served me well. I did indeed successfully vent last night - leaving me with a clear mind and a good nights sleep.

Unfortunately, a good nights sleep isn't equal to enough sleep. I slept 6 hours last night -- which is indeed more than I have been getting, but not nearly enough.

Friday, April 15, 2005

And just like that it was gone.

Well -- it's finally friday.
I was looking forward to today all week, but now it's here, i'm not to thrilled.
I've been a little pissed today for most of the day at quite a few people. Then I started to have a good evening, but now its later -- and I'm really angry again . . .

I dont know why, but i've been angry a lot lately but ...

Certain people are pissing me off...
I've been very stressed.
I have a research paper to work on..
My friends keep doing stupid-shit;
This summer is already committed to working with people I dont really know in a state i've never been too for at least 3 weeks, which is very stressful.
I'm going to graduate next year, and college is stressful.

Today on 3 seperate occasions I've been told that I always look lost, maybee that is true?

I went out w/ Brittany and Lane for dinner and had an alright time... I was gonna go out again tonight with some other people, but noone has called me and I'm sick of having to call people all the time -- so I think I'm just going to goto sleep.

Fuck you world :)

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Stolen bitch

Stole this little survey thing from wesley.
Have been in a foul mood this afternoon.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name:David

Birthday:4/26/88
Birthplace:New Freedom, Pennsylvania

Current Location:Aiken

Eye Color:Dark brown
Hair Color:Dark brown
Height:6'2"
Right Handed or Left Handed:Left
Your Heritage:Brazilian, Italian and some other things thrown in the pot :)
The Shoes You Wore Today:Vans
Your Weakness:No Confidence in self ( shy )
Your Fears:rejection, stupidity...
Your Perfect Pizza:Real cheese, real sauce.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get through it, maybee w/ a girlfriend to keep me company =)
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:Doh >.<
Thoughts First Waking Up:FuckMcNuggets =(
Your Best Physical Feature: Tall? I never thought about it.
Your Bedtime:Weekdays it's usually between 9-11 Weekends it's whenever I get home/tired.
Your Most Missed Memory:Having breakfast with my family and grandparents at the beach.
Pepsi or Coke:Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:Bleh- BurgerKing if I have to pick.
Single or Group Dates:Both can be fun. Not much experience in that field sadly =(
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:whatever my sister/mother makes
Chocolate or Vanilla:Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Depends on the time/mood i'm in. Generally I drink Cappuccino at night or after morning, and Coffee early when I first wake up. Sometimes its viceversa -- depends how I feel at the time
Do you Smoke:On occasion, but not everyday.
Do you Swear:yes, but I try to keep it limited to when i'm around people who are not offended by it.
Do you Sing:Yes, if you could call that singing.
Do you Shower Daily:Yes.
Have you Been in Love:I'm only 16 - I doubt love exists with people so young, despite what others say.
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: Not very often
Do you get Motion Sickness:nope
Do you think you are Attractive:Mixed feelings about that :)
Are you a Health Freak:Nope, but I do goto the gym every few days.
Do you get along with your Parents:Yup - at least most of the time.
Do you like Thunderstorms:Very muchly so.
Do you play an Instrument:Tuba, kazoo
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yes - but just a little bit.
In the past month have you Smoked:yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:Nope -- I've gone out with my share of girls, just not on a " Date " -
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:Nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:Yup
In the past month have you been Dumped:Nope - havent dated anyone either though =/
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:Nope -- but I think i've been stolen from.
Ever been Drunk:Maybe a few times, but not shat-faced. I dont like losing control of myself, but I do enjoy a glass of wine/vodka/beer/brandy/whiskey every once in a while.
Ever been called a Tease:Yes.
Ever been Beaten up:Nope
Ever Shoplifted:Nope.
How do you want to Die:As an old man who can reflect on his life and have nothing to regret... or an old man who fell asleep while skydiving :)
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A Happy, gainfully employeed father.
What country would you most like to Visit:Italy,Brazil, or Germany

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:Blue - or something that stands out.
Favourite Hair Color:Darker colors.
Short or Long Hair:Depends on the person
Height:Depends on the person
Weight:Healthy; Not fat, but not a stick either.

Best Clothing Style:
casual whatever is comfortable.
Number of Drugs I have taken:Legally a whole lot. Illegal drugs I've never consumed.
Number of CDs I own: I've bought maybee 5 cd's in my life. I have 300+
Number of Piercings:None.
Number of Tattoos:None
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I'm too damn shy. Slacking off in school. Not taking care of myself as much as I need to. Treating people badly.


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Well -- there you go, my faithful readers, you now know more about me than you probably cared to know.

I'm really in a bad mood though, so I'm going to put some music on, and look at some good ol' physics.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Back.

School's back.
I have one Pre-cal test, and a german test/quiz left to take before I'm all made up.
It wa pretty easy getting back into the Swing of things. The only problem i'm having is that I have been horribly fatigued -- and being so busy all the time isn't helping.

Today, I went to a band thing (Concert Festival). I really didn't want to go, but my grade was threatened and I cant afford to have my GPA drop.
It was very dull -- but the car trip was fun to chill w/ friends.
Afterwords we ate cold pizza at a crappy resturaunt. I think it was just saltines with cheese and tomatoe sauce on em.

Now I am going to write my english teacher an e-mail about my research paper and get some rest.

-Dav.Di

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Dipropylene Glycol

Sorry for the pesamistic post last night but I was in a foul mood.
Today started out kinda rough -- I've been having terrible insomnia lately, and I wake up early all the time. I fell asleep at 1:30 last night and woke up at 7:20 to get to church at 7:30. I actually came home afterwords and took a nap for an hour before my dad woke me to goto Agusta w/him.

I had a good time in Agusta. My dad's a pretty cool person -- He can say some angry things, but if you are good at not getting pissed off -- the conversations always turn back around to something interesting.

I've gotten in hour-long arguements w/ him before - sat there pissed off for 30 seconds - and then just started another conversation. I hate holding grudges.

But anyways we hit up Sams club, Best buy, and the regal cinema to see Sin City.

Sin city was a very good movie -- a little "over the edge" with the violence, but It didn't phase me too much. I'm very lucky my daddy was there to put the boobies and murder into context for me or I could be a really bad man right now. It's hard to sound sarcastic on a blog so I settled for italics x.x.

The movie was interesting though - - if nothing else it was unique.

-Dav.Di