Meep.

This weekend has been substandard so far.

Buncha shit goin on with my dads job.
Still worried about some other things I don't feel like talkin about in here.
Havent had a ciggy in 3 or 4 days, so i'm healthy and anxious as hell.

Last night I went to the lobster races w/ Steffan and Amy which wasn't too special, afterwords we went to Brewsters and met some ppl -- then went back to the lobster race w/ Bethany.

I didn't really do anything -- I just kinda stood there -- prolly looking stupid.

Lately I havent had anything to say, i've been so preoccupied and stressed with everything. I feel bad for people stuck hangin out w/ me -- I'm prolly really boring.


Anyways -- Today I took the SAT from 8 to 12:30
Then I was gonna do stuff with people (i gotta car, money, houseto m'self.ect) -- but noone called me back, so I guess im going to just sit here and feel crappy.

Still sick.

So I've had a pretty crappy weekend;

Mebee it'll get better before its over.
But most likely, i'll just fall asleep -- wake up tomorrow, goto church do homework and then go back to bed for monday.

-Me

The answer

Searching through forums today -- I found a statement that sums up my life and it's meaning.
"A pair of Jumper Cables walk into a bar, and the bartender says, "I'll serve you a drink, but don't you two start anything!""

Poo=(

Let me ask you this...
If the world is a better place than it used to be -- why are so many people unhappy?
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Still sick -- ended up missing all of today.
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Going to take the SAT Saturday.
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Behind in English Pre-cal and German, hopefully i'll fix that by tomorrow.
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I'm just sitting here sipping at my vodka -- hoping it helps me get some sleep tonight.

Last night I just rolled around in a frantic-sweaty and sore-throated sinus nightmare.
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finally quit smoking.
(wish me luck x.x)

Sick--

It's 3:00 AM and i'm not feelin well at all.

I can hardly breathe -- and im coughin a lotta stuff up outta my very-sore throat.

I just took some advil so hopefully I will be able to go back to sleep soon.

-- Other than getting sick I had a good day yesterday (wednesday).

After the AP Exam (which was utter rapage that I will not talk about) I went to Zaxby's w/ Ana, Cecil, Brad, Dane, and Danny.

After Zaxbys, Cecil and I went back to his house to watch Blade Trinity.

But like I said -- all good things have an end;
and It just ended when I got sick.

-David

"Be it a grain of sand or a rock, in water, they both sink the same"

Why do people feel it necessary to cushion the truth?
I hate dancing around subject, I'd much rather everyone say what is on their mind.

Though I sometimes am a hippocrite on this subject, it really is a peeve of mine.
It could be human nature, but if thats the case -- then I think human nature is the suck.

I had a bad headache today -- and I was very nauseus and dizzy so I guess i'll call it a migraine.
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Other than that, I had a conference w/ my english teacher -- got a lot of things settled. Still a bit peeved about a few things, but I think imma be alright in that class now.
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Im still not feelin too great so I'm going to sleep now.

Gnight

-David


edit:

I just got informed that I am getting a job in Evansville Indiana working for my great uncle's coorperation: Cingergy Communications (http://www.cinergycom.com/wps-html/Home/).
I will be working June and July and staying up with his son. I am going to be working with technology (servers). This is a great opportunity not only to learn about networking.ect, but also working in a coorperate environment. Also-- If I like what I do, I can aim my college career towards that and maybee get a job with them afterwords.

This is good news for me.

smoking

Recently I picked up a very nasty, unhealthy habit. I think I am going to quit before I ruin my health.

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Today was tough -- I helped lauren move furnature into her new apartment.
I started feelin really nauseus around noon -- and then I got dizzy.

All seems better now, except i'm very tired.

I have a conference with my english teacher tomorrow -- so hopefully i'll get my grade situation straitened out. I have to make sure I dont get as angry as I did last time I talked to her;

I'm so tired -- it hurts to be coherant so Imma go crash