Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Early morning..

Every few months or so, David will indulge in staying up until the asscrack of dawn and having a very Intelligent conversation about a very serious topic whilst sitting on his back porch smoking a cigarette.

This weekend, I have done it three times.

I have many friends, but only two or three whom I could talk about anything with. Even that kind of honesty with my closest friends was unheard of for the most part of my life. I have always been closed in until this past few months. I hope i'm just becoming more mature.

I believe that if you cannot share your most guarded secrets and memories with someone, than you will not ever be able to relax. I've made mistakes in my life before, but now I just laugh about them and move onwards.

2 comments:

Beo said...

That's the thing Dav.di. As you get older, you realize that a lot of people have the same type of secrets as you.

I have been so open during my private, and work life. That the only thing left, is the deepest and darkest secrets.

I don't want to know if other people have those secrets.

David said...

I hear yah Beo - but I think its good to share your darkest secrets too.

I'm blessed to have some friends who I can share things like that with.

Years ago - I was really depressed and lonely in that sense - So I started blogging...

Then I met a girl in the same boat I was in and we started chattin on AIM..

So we helped each other through the hardest parts of our lives for almost 3 years.

All of that without ever meeting her..

But anyways - I talk to you back and forth on blogger almost the same way.

Guess thats why these things are so great.

- Take care