Early morning..

Every few months or so, David will indulge in staying up until the asscrack of dawn and having a very Intelligent conversation about a very serious topic whilst sitting on his back porch smoking a cigarette.

This weekend, I have done it three times.

I have many friends, but only two or three whom I could talk about anything with. Even that kind of honesty with my closest friends was unheard of for the most part of my life. I have always been closed in until this past few months. I hope i'm just becoming more mature.

I believe that if you cannot share your most guarded secrets and memories with someone, than you will not ever be able to relax. I've made mistakes in my life before, but now I just laugh about them and move onwards.

Peeps.

I have been away from some of my old habits/obsessions lately (such as blogger);

This summer has been quite interesting - and it has taken me about two weeks to adjust to school, responsibility, and whatnot again.

After I got back from my internship in Indiana, I had a great time back in Aiken - I was able to just relax and hang out with friends almost every day for several weeks just enjoying my life.

School isn't really too bad though; It's my senior year and I only go until 1:45 every day. With my extra time, I try to take a few hours every day to chill out. I'm trying not to slack off this year (in anything), which is a very tough thing to do.

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Cell phones are ruining our lives.

There is never a moment of peace or a time when we can completely disconnect at the end of the day and wind down. There is always some way for a person to get ahold of you night and day. People work 24/7 in a sense. When they arent at work, there is always a leash around their neck; They are a phonecall away from dropping everything and running back to their job. In a way, that makes me respect people with simple meanial jobs even more. They work hard outside (mowing lawns, working on cars, .ect) then they come home. I do not believe the human body or mind is designed for the pressure that society, phones, employers, & others put on it.

We treat each other like shit in an era where boundries are just lines on a map that we could easily cross any time in a plane or a car.

Serene

Here I am, curled up in a large windowsill listening to the ocean right outside my window completely at peace. I love the beach; not only for the exotic tropical experience that marketing companies around the world put into my head, but also for the dark hours when only a few people venture across the endless stretch of sand guided by moonlight and a driving sense of ease. The best time to walk on a beach is 2 to 3 hours before the sun rises when all is still dark. The prospect of having this beautiful place to myself for some hours before anyone else is awake, greed, drives me out each morning. I marvel at the beauty that's found in the simplicity of this place...

Marketing.

Its interesting how carefully people in marketing choose words that go on advertisements. This morning I took a shower and the only shampoo was a bottle that was for women of color. Now I'm no women, and although i'm a little brown -- I'm far from of color - But it said shampoo on the bottle so I risked it. Luckily -- my hair didn't turn into a honeycomb on top of my head -- or a big afro. It just turned clean. Now, thats horseshit that there needs to be special shampoo for 'women of color'. I mean - - my hair is exactly the same as when I wash it with any other shampoo. This is just an example. Now I know black people generally have different hair than white people - but soap is soap. I really believe that theres nothing different from one shampoo to the others. Marketing really aggrivates me. It makes consumers out to be stupid shmucks who dont know anything. The sad thing is, us consumers play right into that crap. We take everything they feed us and lose our ability and need to think and operate for ourselves. This is yet another problem with our society. I think we're all turning into Vegetables.

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I'm in Pennsylvania right now, beautiful state and todays a beautiful day. If I remember i'll post some pictures of this place later.

-Dav.Di

Back in action

I got back into town on Monday from my internship. It was great. Besides learning a lot, I enjoyed staying with that branch of my family. I think staying close to your entire family is a great thing. I grew up being raised by all my aunts, uncles, grand parents, and even great aunts, uncles, grandparents. I played with all 15 of my cousins. Having a strong family background has really been a great thing. There's always been support when going through tough times and through good times. Thats one of the problems with America these days. Family structure has gone out the window and people are on their own.


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The song thats playing is,
Modest Mouse :Bukowski

Today made me think of it for some reason.

Tired...

=Sometimes I wonder what the purpose is in life.

If life goes according to the best of

circumstances, then you will end up working at a

job you enjoy, maybe raising a family. Your kids

will be healthy and grow up to make you proud. By

the time you stop working you and possibly your

spouse will begin to realize how joyous time was

when you were young and how you've dwindled all

of it away. Ideally, you will die at an old age

peacefully and without suffering. You left a

legacy of kids and maybe grand kids, but will

they do anything different than you? Will they

have more of a purpose? That is the ideal life.

Everything would have gone right. Reality sinks

in. Life wasn't that perfect, you just chose to

remember the good parts. You're tired. Maybe

rest is a good thing. Till death do us part. Will

they remember you?

Whiskey in a Jar

I had a very nasty experience today.

I had a protein milkshake that was supposedly chocolate. Well, I was too lazy to find a blender, so I ended up chewing this milkshake. I think its the worst breakfast I ever had, but regardless I had a lot of protein this morning.

This song is called whiskey in a jar, I dunno who first performed it - -but I know metallica did a cover.

Enjoy.




As I was going over the Cork and Kerry Mountains
I saw Captain Farrell and his money he was countin'
I first produced my pistol and then produced my rapier
I said "Stand and deliver or the devil he may take ya"
I took all of his money and it was a pretty penny
I took all of his money yeah and I brought it home to Molly
She swore that she loved me no never would she leave me
But the devil take that woman, yeah, for you know she tricked me easy
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Being drunk and weary I went to Molly's chamber
Takin' my Molly with me, but I never knew the danger
For about six or maybe seven in walked Captain Farrell
I jumped up, fired my pistols, and I shot him with both barrels
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ha, ya
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Yeah, whiskey, yo, whiskey...
Oh-oh, ya
Now some men like a fishin', but some men like the fowlin'
Some men like to hear, to hear the cannonball a-roarin'
But me, I like sleepin', `specially in my Molly's chamber
But here I am in prison, here I am with a ball and chain, yeah
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ha, ya
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Whiskey in the jar-o
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, hey
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ya

Kashmir

My hair is cut -- and i'm slowly but surely turning brown.

Today I'm going with my cousins to go canoeing which will be interesting, since I've never done that before.

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This summer I've met a lot of very successful and powerful people. All of them started with nothing and worked for their success. That is something I respect a lot. My family on both sides started out moving to this country poor as dirt, now there are several millionaires and very successful people who have just worked hard. Some people are resentful to the wealthy, but if you really work at it and set your goals you can also become a success.

Theres always exceptions and people who are truly repressed. For those people I just pray and do whatever I can to help them.

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theres a song called Kashmir, I suggest you listen to it. Its by Led Zeppelin -- or at least covered by them.

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Hope you all are doing well,.

--dav.di

75% remaining

I grew up in a family that was never strict about alcohol. I was always able to have wine with dinner -- or even some beer with my dad once in a while. When I moved down to South Carolina and was growing up, I was very suprised to see how horrified people were at the notion of alcohol. Kids were never even allowed a sip of wine. Baptists and other branches of christianity ridiculed us catholics . Yet, people from those very families who were so strict fall victim to alcoholism and irresponsible drinking. I believe that if you restrict someone from something -- and make it a horrible sin to even think about, then that person will strive to experience this forbidden fruit. It seems to be in human nature. I grew up fairly unrestricted and now that I have some independance, I do not really abuse it. I've seen so many people my age make a huge dramatic deal out of miniscule things like relationships, drinking,.ect; the rampant stupidity I observe from my peers makes me very apprehensive of the future when I look back on decisions I make. I'm really sick of all the drama people create. Life is way too short to get caught up in the small things.

-Cough-Choke-Gasp*PAIN*

This week has been going pretty well;
Indiana is great, I enjoy the job I'm doing and also the people im working under.

On another, less happy note, since around 9:00 last night I have had the worst allergy/sorethroat case :(.
I can hardly swallow anything -- and im really not feelin to great;

Hopefully the meds I took will help me to feel better at least for the first half of today.

I go into work at 7 today and I'll prolly leave at 5:30, so I really don't need to be ill during that time.

Hope none of you are sick;

-Dav.Di

Connectivity

Right now I'm sitting with my cousins watching startrek and playing on this laptop.

Indiana is fun; Im starting to get into a routine at work -- which is a good thing. I've been working around 9 hours a day but time flies when you keep busy.

Its sad how eager I always am to be connected to the net. If murderers had IM instead of guns then this world would be a happy place.

I'm signing off for the night -- Peace.

-Dav.Di.

Family:

I'm posting from up in Indiana --
I started work monday this week -- I'm working with a group of 4 people that maintain the network for Cinergy com. There are around 500 computers + servers that they have to maintain.

I'm staying here with my cousin J. ( he's my moms cousin -- so I think that makes us second cousins) and his family. He has a very nice wife and 3 little boys.

The company has been great to me -- I have a car I can use to get back and forth to work; I also have a laptop I can use the month that I am here.

I miss all my Aiken peeps -- but i'll be back the 18th.

Hope you're all having a good summer

-Dav.Di

Leaving.

Today is my last day in town for the summer (I might have a week or so before school starts back in aiken). Hopefully I'll get to see some of my friends before I leave -- All i've done today was sit here x.x;

I'm looking forward to seein family and workin up in Indiana -- I just wish I had a little more time to stay in Aiken, but you can't have everything.

I will have access to e-mail while i'm up there -- so if anyone that reads this wants to say hey, drop an e-mail at obscene.malfunction@gmail.com

Hope you all have a great summer.

-Dav.Di

oww.

I was driving to Evan's house today -- and right before I got on Telatha church road ( waiting to turn ) Some guy never saw me and rear ended the shit out of me. He hit his brakes right before he hit me -- but I think he was still going 40-50 mph. It pushed my van into oncoming traffic before I grabbed the wheel and swerved back into my lane.

Luckily noone was seriously injured -- my right arm is very sore since it absorbed most of the impact, but I had x-rays done and nothing is broken.

Hospital waiting rooms piss me off.

Sitting in the hospital waiting room today (for 4 hours) - I realized that I practically grew up in hospitals when I was little. It brought back a flood of suppressed memories and I realized that It wasn't so bad because at least I was breathing today.

Tomorrow im goin to the beach -- I'm gonna be sore from whiplash =(

-Peace

-Dav.Di

Privileged

I love being a guy. . . if im too lazy to go piss inside, I can just go behind my house in the woods. Not only is it natural -- it's healthy on ocassion to change scenery.

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Schools over; This week imma be at Danes lake house with some peeps.

Which will be fun.

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Hope you all have a good summer season

-David

PETA videos on animal cruelity make me hungry

I would never treat an animal badly intentionally, but I am not phased by the fact that my diet mostly consists an animals pain and sorrow. Veal is tortured baby cow -- but that's only because it tastes better when its tortured. I have a vegitarian cousin that's very involved in animal rights.ect and it gets on my nerves hearing about how eating meat is bad; I love my animal flesh -- I'm proud of the fact that I eat meat.


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I got some of those clove cigarettes (Djarum Blacks) -- They are pretty good, if you like clove that is. My mom cant breathe with that smell for some reason -- i guess shes allergic. You either like them or hate them -- I personally like em;

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Last day of exams is tomorrow and then I am done with school - -I'm going to a friends lakehouse from monday to next weekend - - so hopefully I'll be brown by the time I come back.

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This (school) year went by quickly though it was very stressful.
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Peace

Electricity fried my switch.

My faithful switch, 16 delicious ports that were crucial in LAN parties and then my home network once I got broadband. Dead. This switch worked to the very last; it died while it was running during a really bad storm. The storm also killed my telephone. Bastard. All the electronics in my room were running when the storm hit and I was not at home to unplug them -- so I was lucky to have a surge protector (except for on my phone lines).

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Last night I went to see Star Wars with some buddies. Jeff almost got himself killed driving his saturn -- but I rode with Dane so it wasn't too bad for me. The movie was great, it redeemed lucas for the last 2 crappy movies he put out. The only problem with it is the sappy-love dialogue between Anakin and Padme. Lucas is brilliant at writing stories -- but when it comes to the actual dialogue and in this case romantic dialogue, he is quite lacking. I dont see why people have thrown their lives away for the Star Wars universe though; When I was a kid I was a huge fan. I think its a form of escapism; Lucas began an entire universe detailed down to the different worlds and govt's for these people to escape to -- It is quite appealing, but at some point one has to grow up.

I recommend seeing the movie to you guys though -- unless of course you will get overly attached and camp outside of theaters for the rest of your life.
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I weighed myself today and I was 180 lbs. I used to be 230 like a year ago; At that time I was fat and angry;

for an example of the old me, check out this old Deadjournal I found -- its from 08/06/2002
Its interesting reading back on old blogs.
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Gnivil ot Eid

starting on Monday, I've been eating more protein and going to the gym every day:
Every other day I lift weights.
Every day I dont lift weights I run and do some sort of cardio.
The workouts are all short and intense.

As a result i've already lost around 5 lbs, I'm lifting about 20 lbs more than I was a while ago. Sergey is doing the same thing as I am. We plan on doing this throughout the summer so we are in shape for next year.

I did this a year ago, and lost 40+ lbs doing it -- and I've managed to keep it all off and continue to shape up. So it is an efficient way to get yourself in shape.
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Schools almost out. I have the rest of this week + next monday and tuesday followed by some half days. The week after school lets out I am going to Dane's lakehouse near Anderson for a week with some buddies of mine. There is a big lake, a house, and a boat there so hopefully i'll be relaxed and brown by the time I come back (I tan really easily because of the portuguese in my blood).
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My stress levels are dropping, I only have a couple exams I have to worry about and I realized yesterday that I will most likely do fine on them If I dont get anxiety and forget stuff like I normally do. I've been taking life easy and just enjoying things. When I drive-- I always have a window open and just drive slow enjoying the beautiful scenery. People never smile anymore or slow down enough to enjoy their surroundings; until I started slowing down recently I never realized how beautiful everything is. For once I think i'm glad to be alive.
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I'm really exhausted right now though. This workout schedule does have its flaws, it is very taxing on you physically. I am going to rest for tomorrow.

Cinot Labreh

When one thinks about it, you realize that your life is a battle to not become what you hate the most.

and so many of us drop our heads in defeat...

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This weekend has been pretty relaxing.

Friday I skipped school along with just about everyone I know thats not a senior-- It was senior awards day at SAHS, so there was a 3 hour long assembly - and none of the teachers expected students to show.

That mornin I went to the Agusta mall with Bethany -- the problem was neither of us knew how to get there.

I had a vague idea, so we got on the highway to agusta -- but we took one exit too soon and ended up getting horribly lost and just turning off on whatever road we knew the name of ><.
Interestingly enough -- we took a nice little detour past downtown agusta and then bush field where we finally arrived at the mall coming from the other direction 2 hours later.

I always like exploring places though and we both werent in a big hurry so it was all cool.

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That night I went to evening of the arts at the school. There were some good acts -- some really bad acts -- and then the last band that played had a lot of talent, but the singer just screamed really loud the whole time. They even managed to do a death-metal cover of Enter Sandman. I wasn't thrilled with this because it was just a little too noisy.

After the evening of the arts a groupofus went to chill at Flannigans ice cream place. When they finally closed around 11:30 we headed to sonic to hang out for a bit. Then everyone had to go home but me so I went over to danny's house for a bit and chilled there.

Finally my sister got home and my mother called me from FL telling me I should get home so my sis wouldn't stay up waitin for me.

--

Today was more of a boring day. I just chilled out at my house the majority of the day, then this evening I went to danny's house -- then we got some coffee and watched Blade Trinity.
--

Now my parents are back home, my sister got a parking rediculuous ticket moving into her apartment which I'm very steamed about because her car also died and she's had a generally shitty day -- and I cant go help her because she's in rock hill.

I think i'm going to sleep now since it's 1:00 and i gotta get up early tomorrow.

-Dav.Di

Phone

Got a new phone/number today (645-1003) -- so now i'm part of my mother's plan ( 1200 min month for 4 ppl to share, and free nights/weekends/long distance.
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Alltel pisses me off -- they tried 4 different times to trick me into thinking something was free and charge an assof money.
As it is, I got tricked into buying a shitty phone case.
Luckily I saw through (most of) their attempts to rip me off and managed to piss everyone off.
But those places are stressfull and anger-inducing.
Specially when there are long ass lines and two people working.
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I have a physics and pre-cal test tomorrow.
I also have an english paper due.
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Hopefully I'll be ready for tests/finish paper in time.
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I'm so stressed I cant even think strait...
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Leave some;

--Dav.Di

"The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had."

Lotta shit going through my head lately.

I've just been sitting places spacing out.


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My weekend was mostly boring.
Saturday night evan came and chilled w/ me.
Sunday I spent w/ mom and sister( mothers day )

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Im in a real bad mood.

-David

Meep.

This weekend has been substandard so far.

Buncha shit goin on with my dads job.
Still worried about some other things I don't feel like talkin about in here.
Havent had a ciggy in 3 or 4 days, so i'm healthy and anxious as hell.

Last night I went to the lobster races w/ Steffan and Amy which wasn't too special, afterwords we went to Brewsters and met some ppl -- then went back to the lobster race w/ Bethany.

I didn't really do anything -- I just kinda stood there -- prolly looking stupid.

Lately I havent had anything to say, i've been so preoccupied and stressed with everything. I feel bad for people stuck hangin out w/ me -- I'm prolly really boring.


Anyways -- Today I took the SAT from 8 to 12:30
Then I was gonna do stuff with people (i gotta car, money, houseto m'self.ect) -- but noone called me back, so I guess im going to just sit here and feel crappy.

Still sick.

So I've had a pretty crappy weekend;

Mebee it'll get better before its over.
But most likely, i'll just fall asleep -- wake up tomorrow, goto church do homework and then go back to bed for monday.

-Me

The answer

Searching through forums today -- I found a statement that sums up my life and it's meaning.
"A pair of Jumper Cables walk into a bar, and the bartender says, "I'll serve you a drink, but don't you two start anything!""

Poo=(

Let me ask you this...
If the world is a better place than it used to be -- why are so many people unhappy?
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Still sick -- ended up missing all of today.
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Going to take the SAT Saturday.
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Behind in English Pre-cal and German, hopefully i'll fix that by tomorrow.
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I'm just sitting here sipping at my vodka -- hoping it helps me get some sleep tonight.

Last night I just rolled around in a frantic-sweaty and sore-throated sinus nightmare.
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finally quit smoking.
(wish me luck x.x)

Sick--

It's 3:00 AM and i'm not feelin well at all.

I can hardly breathe -- and im coughin a lotta stuff up outta my very-sore throat.

I just took some advil so hopefully I will be able to go back to sleep soon.

-- Other than getting sick I had a good day yesterday (wednesday).

After the AP Exam (which was utter rapage that I will not talk about) I went to Zaxby's w/ Ana, Cecil, Brad, Dane, and Danny.

After Zaxbys, Cecil and I went back to his house to watch Blade Trinity.

But like I said -- all good things have an end;
and It just ended when I got sick.

-David

"Be it a grain of sand or a rock, in water, they both sink the same"

Why do people feel it necessary to cushion the truth?
I hate dancing around subject, I'd much rather everyone say what is on their mind.

Though I sometimes am a hippocrite on this subject, it really is a peeve of mine.
It could be human nature, but if thats the case -- then I think human nature is the suck.

I had a bad headache today -- and I was very nauseus and dizzy so I guess i'll call it a migraine.
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Other than that, I had a conference w/ my english teacher -- got a lot of things settled. Still a bit peeved about a few things, but I think imma be alright in that class now.
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Im still not feelin too great so I'm going to sleep now.

Gnight

-David


edit:

I just got informed that I am getting a job in Evansville Indiana working for my great uncle's coorperation: Cingergy Communications (http://www.cinergycom.com/wps-html/Home/).
I will be working June and July and staying up with his son. I am going to be working with technology (servers). This is a great opportunity not only to learn about networking.ect, but also working in a coorperate environment. Also-- If I like what I do, I can aim my college career towards that and maybee get a job with them afterwords.

This is good news for me.

smoking

Recently I picked up a very nasty, unhealthy habit. I think I am going to quit before I ruin my health.

-

Today was tough -- I helped lauren move furnature into her new apartment.
I started feelin really nauseus around noon -- and then I got dizzy.

All seems better now, except i'm very tired.

I have a conference with my english teacher tomorrow -- so hopefully i'll get my grade situation straitened out. I have to make sure I dont get as angry as I did last time I talked to her;

I'm so tired -- it hurts to be coherant so Imma go crash

Imagine

Imagine

Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...

Imagine there's no countries,
It isnt hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...

Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
A brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say Im a dreamer,
but Im not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one.

English = Crap?

Stress...is killing me.
My dad's convinced he will be in next layoff; and the way things are looking, he may not just be paranoid this time.

He's most likely going to start an age discrimination lawsuit.

My mom's been overdoing everything, not sleeping, drinking a lotta vodka at nights, sick, tired lately which has been worrying me.

I almost assaulted a teacher this week; I was so angry at her I was red, shaking, and not thinking clearly. Luckily, self-control and the impending threat of jail calmed me down enough to not hit her.

She gave me 2 zeroes and a 50 as test grades on the notecards that I literally made myself sick getting done last week. Why? One might ask. Because of a couple little mundane mistakes, a typo, and unclear directions on her part.

After talking for the better part of a half an hour -- I got her to reconsider the grades, and fix the typo (one of the zeroes should not have been zero). But I'm still angry, I think most of the bad grades will stand. I find this to be a personal attack on my integrity - - with grades like that, people look at you in a completely different way. What really pissed me off though is the amount of work I put into those notecards knowing from the start that even my teacher thinks they are a worthless waste of time.

Today she made Bethany cry, so they had a looong conference whilst I waited outside ( she's my ride home since my car's dead as a dead guy). And apparantly with the help of her parents, they all made Mrs Johnson cry. Normally I'd feel bad, but this teacher has been doing shit to me for the last couple months that are unacceptable. I've just had a death in the family a couple weeks ago, and added to the above grievances -- this just is not the time to push me.


I seriously was about to assault the teacher

I dont think my parents have even seen me that angry before.



-David

Birthday...eh

Today is my birthday;
Wasn't all to special -- lotsa pop-quizzes from teachers =/.
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Last weekend very fun -- I had a great time at prom (except my horrible dancing skills ><) With a beautiful date. afterwords we went to amy's house and chilled there till Sunday;
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I've been so stressed out lately. Even my friends notice how quiet I am and how lost I look.
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One of my dads friends that he works with got layed off today -- He's still convinced hes next.
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I hate not knowing what to say to people.
My life is always akward.
I dont know how people put up with me;

-David

Pictures

Pictures -- I'll post later when I get some sleep/food/finish paper

Prom?

Prom is tonight.
I have a spiffy looking Tux/hat/cane.
I dont know how to dance -- hope I dun fall on my face :)
Gonna picture it up -- party it up -- prom it up -- and then party it up again.

Last night I had some partyin'
but let's not get into that ;)

Today'll be fun.

I wonder how many people will get arrested/dead tonight -- hopefully nobody.



On another note;

Why do people look at you funny when you hold door's open for ladies these days?
I grew up w/ manners and being polite -- but it seems everyone else forgot how to be like that.
It's kind of sad -- maybee it's the feminist movement/" I can open my own door " attitude that a lot of women have... so now instead of being a gentleman I have to be looked at as wierd tomost people in my generation...

Just a thought.

I broke the status quo =(;

-Dav.Di

Does going through life not expecting anything great or special make me a pessimist?
I'm not always nay-saying -- I just prepare myself for the worst so I am not suprised when it happens.

Today was a tusday. I skipped the first 5 hours of school-- took a test, sat around, and came home.
I saw in the news that they picked a new pope, one who is conservative on issues like abortion and homosexuality. I think that is a good thing. I was watching the news though, and I realized how much I hate the media. I gave up on cable years ago for the most part. It's one of those things that I love to have access to, but only use it when I have absolutely nothing else to do. The media represents America to the rest of the world, but they seem to be run by a bunch of radical "left wing " or " right wing " politicians who make our entire country look to be a shitty, evil, pro-death group of people who dont give a shit about the world. Thus, the world is very angry or at best apathetic towards us.

So, we all need to buy baseball bats and talk to the people that run the media coorperations and tell them how we fell about what they do.

Thats how i'd do it anyway.



-Dav.di

Talent . . .or instinct?

In my life experience, women know how to do something irresponsable, piss you off, ruin something, and make YOU feel guilty about it all at the same time. Normally, I would say that's talent -- but I think all women can do that, so I guess its just primal nature. Sometimes I just want to go live on an island with a loyal dog that'll sit with me while I drink beer and watch the ocean.

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This weekend was pretty average. Yesterday I spent the morning blowing stuff up -- until Lars accidently light a pile of gunpowder whilst crouching over it and burned the shit outta his hand (dont ask how or why).
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Today i've successfully been putting off working on my research paper -- so imma be workin on that for a few hours tonight instead of getting much-needed sleep.
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Next week will be particularly tough. I have to take a german test, quiz, a physics test, a german project, an english research paper, a pre-cal test, and a computer-science test. Saturday is prom, so Imma have to get my haircut sometime this week -- and win the lottery or something.
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If you want to have a challenge, goto www.notpron.com -- it's a site with 120 riddles ( each riddle allows you to progress to the next page ), which are painfully hard. I spent at least 6 hours this weekend staring at them and im on lvl 13. And thats after cheating on a few. It's very addictive and a great time killer.



--Dav.Di

Vent.

My last post was pretty angry.
I'm in a better mood today.
I was just starting to crack under all the stressful things piled up on me -- so I needed to vent.
Years ago -- I was twelve and had an uncontrollable urge to vent all the time. So, new to the internet and it's wonderful venting capabilities, I began a search for a popular medium to vent on. In my search, I discovered something called DeadJournal. DeadJournal is an -oh so popular- blog service where little 12-15 year old kids can bitch about there life. I found the perfect escape. Then, on my 16 year of existence I found something called Live Journal. By then I didn't have everything, everyone, and doritoes so I quite liked livejournal and the community of at least some nice people. As I was nearing 17 years old I realized how much of my life is devoted to google and its services. Out of loyalty, and need for a change, I switched to Blogger. Thus far, I have quite enjoyed Blogger. That is the history of my blogging, it's quite pointless really. Luckily though, Blogger has served me well. I did indeed successfully vent last night - leaving me with a clear mind and a good nights sleep.

Unfortunately, a good nights sleep isn't equal to enough sleep. I slept 6 hours last night -- which is indeed more than I have been getting, but not nearly enough.

And just like that it was gone.

Well -- it's finally friday.
I was looking forward to today all week, but now it's here, i'm not to thrilled.
I've been a little pissed today for most of the day at quite a few people. Then I started to have a good evening, but now its later -- and I'm really angry again . . .

I dont know why, but i've been angry a lot lately but ...

Certain people are pissing me off...
I've been very stressed.
I have a research paper to work on..
My friends keep doing stupid-shit;
This summer is already committed to working with people I dont really know in a state i've never been too for at least 3 weeks, which is very stressful.
I'm going to graduate next year, and college is stressful.

Today on 3 seperate occasions I've been told that I always look lost, maybee that is true?

I went out w/ Brittany and Lane for dinner and had an alright time... I was gonna go out again tonight with some other people, but noone has called me and I'm sick of having to call people all the time -- so I think I'm just going to goto sleep.

Fuck you world :)

Stolen bitch

Stole this little survey thing from wesley.
Have been in a foul mood this afternoon.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name:David

Birthday:4/26/88
Birthplace:New Freedom, Pennsylvania

Current Location:Aiken

Eye Color:Dark brown
Hair Color:Dark brown
Height:6'2"
Right Handed or Left Handed:Left
Your Heritage:Brazilian, Italian and some other things thrown in the pot :)
The Shoes You Wore Today:Vans
Your Weakness:No Confidence in self ( shy )
Your Fears:rejection, stupidity...
Your Perfect Pizza:Real cheese, real sauce.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get through it, maybee w/ a girlfriend to keep me company =)
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:Doh >.<
Thoughts First Waking Up:FuckMcNuggets =(
Your Best Physical Feature: Tall? I never thought about it.
Your Bedtime:Weekdays it's usually between 9-11 Weekends it's whenever I get home/tired.
Your Most Missed Memory:Having breakfast with my family and grandparents at the beach.
Pepsi or Coke:Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:Bleh- BurgerKing if I have to pick.
Single or Group Dates:Both can be fun. Not much experience in that field sadly =(
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:whatever my sister/mother makes
Chocolate or Vanilla:Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Depends on the time/mood i'm in. Generally I drink Cappuccino at night or after morning, and Coffee early when I first wake up. Sometimes its viceversa -- depends how I feel at the time
Do you Smoke:On occasion, but not everyday.
Do you Swear:yes, but I try to keep it limited to when i'm around people who are not offended by it.
Do you Sing:Yes, if you could call that singing.
Do you Shower Daily:Yes.
Have you Been in Love:I'm only 16 - I doubt love exists with people so young, despite what others say.
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: Not very often
Do you get Motion Sickness:nope
Do you think you are Attractive:Mixed feelings about that :)
Are you a Health Freak:Nope, but I do goto the gym every few days.
Do you get along with your Parents:Yup - at least most of the time.
Do you like Thunderstorms:Very muchly so.
Do you play an Instrument:Tuba, kazoo
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yes - but just a little bit.
In the past month have you Smoked:yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:Nope -- I've gone out with my share of girls, just not on a " Date " -
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:Nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:Yup
In the past month have you been Dumped:Nope - havent dated anyone either though =/
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:Nope -- but I think i've been stolen from.
Ever been Drunk:Maybe a few times, but not shat-faced. I dont like losing control of myself, but I do enjoy a glass of wine/vodka/beer/brandy/whiskey every once in a while.
Ever been called a Tease:Yes.
Ever been Beaten up:Nope
Ever Shoplifted:Nope.
How do you want to Die:As an old man who can reflect on his life and have nothing to regret... or an old man who fell asleep while skydiving :)
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A Happy, gainfully employeed father.
What country would you most like to Visit:Italy,Brazil, or Germany

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:Blue - or something that stands out.
Favourite Hair Color:Darker colors.
Short or Long Hair:Depends on the person
Height:Depends on the person
Weight:Healthy; Not fat, but not a stick either.

Best Clothing Style:
casual whatever is comfortable.
Number of Drugs I have taken:Legally a whole lot. Illegal drugs I've never consumed.
Number of CDs I own: I've bought maybee 5 cd's in my life. I have 300+
Number of Piercings:None.
Number of Tattoos:None
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I'm too damn shy. Slacking off in school. Not taking care of myself as much as I need to. Treating people badly.


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Well -- there you go, my faithful readers, you now know more about me than you probably cared to know.

I'm really in a bad mood though, so I'm going to put some music on, and look at some good ol' physics.

Back.

School's back.
I have one Pre-cal test, and a german test/quiz left to take before I'm all made up.
It wa pretty easy getting back into the Swing of things. The only problem i'm having is that I have been horribly fatigued -- and being so busy all the time isn't helping.

Today, I went to a band thing (Concert Festival). I really didn't want to go, but my grade was threatened and I cant afford to have my GPA drop.
It was very dull -- but the car trip was fun to chill w/ friends.
Afterwords we ate cold pizza at a crappy resturaunt. I think it was just saltines with cheese and tomatoe sauce on em.

Now I am going to write my english teacher an e-mail about my research paper and get some rest.

-Dav.Di

Dipropylene Glycol

Sorry for the pesamistic post last night but I was in a foul mood.
Today started out kinda rough -- I've been having terrible insomnia lately, and I wake up early all the time. I fell asleep at 1:30 last night and woke up at 7:20 to get to church at 7:30. I actually came home afterwords and took a nap for an hour before my dad woke me to goto Agusta w/him.

I had a good time in Agusta. My dad's a pretty cool person -- He can say some angry things, but if you are good at not getting pissed off -- the conversations always turn back around to something interesting.

I've gotten in hour-long arguements w/ him before - sat there pissed off for 30 seconds - and then just started another conversation. I hate holding grudges.

But anyways we hit up Sams club, Best buy, and the regal cinema to see Sin City.

Sin city was a very good movie -- a little "over the edge" with the violence, but It didn't phase me too much. I'm very lucky my daddy was there to put the boobies and murder into context for me or I could be a really bad man right now. It's hard to sound sarcastic on a blog so I settled for italics x.x.

The movie was interesting though - - if nothing else it was unique.

-Dav.Di

Cheese Triangles (2)

I've been in a horribly foul mood for the last few days.
I think i've been an asshole to people lately.

I dont think i've had more than 5 hours rest a single night this week -- and thats not because I like staying up late and waking up early.

I'm terribly tired - stressed - anxious - and angry.

That's all.
I dont have anything else to say.

news is interesting.

A beer truck flipped over on a roadway overpass in Halifax, Nova Scotia, Monday, prompting local officials to comment on the tragedy.

"It is sad," Capt. Scott Logan of the Halifax Regional Fire Service (search) told The Daily News of Halifax. "Chances are they won't recover any of the beer."

The truck, hauling 46,368 bottles of Alexander Keith's India Pale Ale (search), skidded to a stop against the overpass's guardrail, luckily avoiding a 50-foot plunge down to another road.

The female driver was pulled out of the cab uninjured — "more frazzled than hurt," according to Logan — letting rescuers focus on the calamitous aspects of the disaster.

"I had a tear in my eye, actually, when I was watching it," said police Constable Mark Hobeck. "It was full of beer. We were hoping a Hostess truck full of pretzels would come by, but no such luck."
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haha found that amusing.

Zorba's

LastnightI went to Zorba's w/ Bethany and her family. Nick Trivelas (father of Mark) has a greek band which performed and they were very good (www.greekband.com).

There was also a belly dancer there -- Mr Edwards gave me a 5$ bill to stick in her pants because he said he'd get in trouble w/ mrs edwards if he did it. I shoulda asked for change -- but that was pretty amusing. She shook her booty at some little black boy and made him turn red :D.

I decided that I could be a darn good belly dancer... maybee I should try it out one day? (j/k)

Afterwords I went w/ bethany to get some coffee at Solomans Porch. . . Which turns out to be some wierd self-made cultish christian church (www.aikenoasis.com). Dont know too much about it, but it seemed interesting.

Well, the pope's dead, millions are grieving and showing support for him. Even the media is being respectful. I think people in this country are finally getting sick of all the shit going on and are beginning to turn back to faith again. . . Just a thought, but it seems to have some truth in it.

It's morning -- gonna go enjoy my last day of break.


Dav.Di

When the lights go out in the city.

Bored day.

Went to the gym.
Went to get some food/gas/bankstuff with my sister.
Sat here.
Showered.
Sitting here

Hope things pick up.

On another note, happy birthday Evan(o).

Peace.

-Dav.Di

Strait Up Chillin (o.o)

Well -- spring break is slowly progressing;
Sunday night, I went 0ut to Bethany's house where Lane, Danny, Erin B., and her friend gathered.
After a little sittin around, we all went to Mi Ranco and had a nice healthy mexiCAN dinner.
Afterwords they all went to the track, and lane and I took a 10 min detour to goto his house and grab some stuff; When we got back, they were all playing at the playground -- About 30 min later, we realized that under-sized playgrounds are waaay too much fun to be healthy and we headed home.

Monday I worked on my PC -- and got it formatted/working again -- Dane,Jeff, his brother, Sergey, Wesley, and Lane all chilled out at my house for a while.

Today -- Melissa, Kali, Wesley, and John came over to hang out. We had a good ol' time.
At 4:00 ish I went to play Paintball with some peeps. It was waay too hot to play, but we had a good time. I didn't get any kills, but I was able to make an entire team retreat -- and I splattered paint on a person or two;

That brings me to now, I'm sitting in my room listening to music trying to figure out what I am going to do tonight.

In the news, they seem to be tightening up on border security

" WASHINGTON — Americans will need passports to re-enter the United States from Canada (search), Mexico (search), Panama (search) and Bermuda (search) by 2008, part of a tightening of U.S. border controls in an era of terrorist threat, three administration officials said Tuesday. "

I'm not sure how much this will help the problem -- It seems that a lot of people are just crossing the borders off-road style. . . There was talk about a group of people monitoring the borders on their own and keeping people from infiltrating the country. This, if not already, is very close to vigilanteism -- which I dont have a huge problem with. If we wait on AmericaInc to do everything then things will never get done.

[/random thought]

-Dav.Di

Is David King going to have to choke a bitch?

[music |Modest Mouse - Bukowski]Today was great day, up until it got shitty.


I wanted to go see Sin City with a friend.
I got to the theater, and they told me I was not 17 so I could not get a ticket (my birthday is in a couple days)
So I got my sister to get me a ticket, but when I went to be seated -- they told me I had to have an adult with me.
I got my sister to buy a ticket and watch it with me, but she didnt like the movie at all, and felt bad so she left.
10 minutes later, they came up to me and said " Your adult left, come with me ". I was kicked out of the theater right when the movie got interesting.
I got my sister to come back and raise hell -- but they didn't want to give money back to me. I raised more hell and thought very angry thoughts -- which definately reflected through the way I looked at the guy and veins started sticking out of my neck.
Finally I got my money back after a lotta of bullshit from those managers.

Apparantly, in the next two or three weeks, I will learn something about life that will give me tho strength and intelligence to understand the violent adult themes depicted in a fictional movie and without regal cinema's devine intervention, there would be another shooting somewhere that wasn't really anyones fault but the society that let the murderer see a violent movie on a saturday evening.


I am going to go now and play counterstike whilst pirating Sin city

Sad Times

Last thursday I went to Pennsylvania to see my great uncle who was dying of cancer.
He was moved to a hospice on last friday, and he died 2 hours after we saw him.
The viewing was Monday.
The funeral was Tuesday.
I spent today driving back to Aiken.
I've been sick since Saturday, and I have 2 projects to do by tomorrow.




Please shoot me now.


-Zeus

Tuxedo

I ordered the Tux imma be wearing to prom:





That tux is pretty tight -- it has a pinstripe tie, and vest. Looks really coo' in person.

Ooh -- and I just could not resist the hat:







Peace.
Dav.di

Queens of the Stone Age - No One Knows.mp3

Not much is going on these days -- I got over the flu/bronchitus I had last week so I'm back to my functional self again.
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I'm done dogsitting those 2 monsterous rottweilers (Baby and Lance) so now I have a healthy sized check in my wallet ready to be cashed in on monday.
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With some money to my name -- I bought some gas for once. 20$ for 3/4 a tank. I wanted to kick something or someone, but I sucked it up and handed my money to the undeserving disgruntled employee at the gas station.
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Gonna go get a Tux for prom sometime today. Bethany has a ' Punch ' colored dress -- it'll be interesting figuring out how to match with that.
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Life is not too bad these days -- I was thinking about it, and I realized that in another year I will be an adult. I hope I made the best outta my childhood, if nothing else -- I learned a lot.


Dav.Di

:'(

I'm very sick right now -- and have been since thursday. It started with really bad asthma and me not being able to breath. Then I started coughing up green crap outta my lungs. Then I had a fever. Then I'm bed-ridden. I dont know what I've got, but my throat and chest hurt so bad now -- it feels like im coughing needles.

Hope you're all better than I am

Dav.Di

Ehh

Couldn't wake up this morning -- Everyones sick in my house -.-;

I think imma try and get to school for 2nd half of the day -- I cant afford to miss really.

English and math are being quite the satans' lately, I think I missed a test this morning.

I'll post later when I feel better.

Lithium Ion

Today is Sunday. I had an okay weekend, didn't get to do all that I wanted but had some good times; This week from now (6:00) on is going to be a very tough week though.
This week:
Monday -- will be shits and giggles.
Tuesday-- most likely the hardest day of the week -- A precal test from hell on subject matter that I have trouble solving, a physics test that I dont even know what chapter its on, presenting my recitation for Macbeth and analysis -- which I am nervous/not prepared for.
Wed-- Who knows
Thurs-- No clue
Friday-- Leavin to the beach for the weekend

So if I make it past Tuesday, I might be okay. I dont really wanna go away for the weekend -- but maybee a couple days at the beach might do me good;

paT lanipS sI sihT

LAN parties are fun -- even small ones. I had one today with about 6 ppl overall; Small, but it was a good time. I used to enjoy em because it gave me a chance to socalize ( something I never did). Now that I am more social I find that they are still quite fun. Games for me are a form of Escapism and being able to forget about responsibilities for a day and just chill out with friends playing games can be quite the dopamine enhancing experience.

Tomorrow is Tuesday.
I'd be looking forward to this week if it werent for my english and math class.
I was reflecting on this year the other day and realized that those classes are my main sources of stress and anxiety.

I think my birthday is coming up. I'll be 17. The only real highlight is i'll be able to drive as late as I want -- but I dont really think that will be any different than now.

I think I need to sleep;

-David

and/or sucrose

Its sunday -- weekend has come and gone. Luckily, tomorrow is presidents day so I get to stay outta school for another 24 hours. In celebration, I've decided to host a LAN party;
It was last minute -- so I dont know how well it will go, but it has to be better than sitting around all day.

This weekends goin by okay, I've basically spent it chillin out at ppl's houses -- or back here. Lately lotsa people have found entertainment in my room -- I think its because I have internet,music,dvd's,surroundsound,and cable all in a comfortable setting.

Yesterday I went out to outback w/ lane and brittany -- which was fun. I only met Brittany once before for about 30 seconds -- so it was neet getting to meet a new person/make a new freind.

I've been in a foul mood today for some reason, I just realized it a little while ago. There's so much shit thats going on lately and with my dad all but convinced hes gonna lose his job in the next month, I dont know what im doing anymore. Despite the happy appearance I put on for friends and family, I've been going crazy, anxiety, apathy.ect/ for the last couple months.

Hopefully tomorrow wont suck, and today will get better. If anyone that reads this has family that works at SRS -- you have my sympathy;

-David

WARNING: keep away from children

Its a week. Tomorrow's a thursday, I guess that makes today wednesday.
I've been doin stuff after school all week long so it definately has felt like a friday since monday...
Layoffs at the site got approved -- so my dad is stressin even more ( if thats possible )
I've got no plans for tonight -- except for gym and sleep. Hopefully in that order;

still feelin kinda crappy -- i think the air around this town is broken.

Happy wednesday;

-dav.di

Day

Today's valentines day;
I was gonna get some valentines for ppl -- but the weekend kinda passed me by.
I feel really bad, but in all reality -- I never thought valentines were very special -- I always figured giving someone a gift on a normal day would be much more ' Romantic ' than giving them something when its expected.

School was tough today, my teachers all went into evil-robot mode on my arse and pop-quizzed and tested me till I wanted to yell.

In band today- - steffan and I ate a carnation that we stole from danny. It tasted like good salad, with some ranch it'd be great. I also found out that they consider carnations as a delicacy in Vietnam so we're not the only ones.

Sunday was spent re-arranging my bedroom. I got a new full sized bed -- so now I have a comfortable place to sleep that I actually fit on :P

Thats an update for yah, hope you're all having a good day/week.

-dav.di

Fridays are -- fun;

Today was a good day,
School wasn't too bad--
Pep Rally was kinda teh suck;
After school I took bethany out to the AHS vs SAHS game;
girls and guys games were really good;
Afterwords we drove out to the waffle house and got a bite to eat;
Overall I had a good day.

My throats been kinda sore today though, so hopefully some Advil, rest, and throat drops will fix that.

Peace
-David

"Football is a feted cesspool of repressed homo-eroticism"

Almost would say its been easy;

Interims came out yesterday -- I have a bunch of C's -- which is disheartening.
I should be able to bring em up though (most are only 1 or 2 points off).
Luckily its only third quarter and I have several months left to fix what I broke.

I wanted to give blood at the blood drive yesterday, but apparantly my bloods underage (17);
Isn't that silly?

My grandma also went into surgery for her arm yesterday -- and things went well from what I hear. Which is a good thing.

To sum it all up -- Life's been treating me fairly lately so I cannot complain at all.
-Dav.Di

Winding down

Last week was pretty tough getting through -- I was feelin really relaxed after school just about every day, but when I got to class the next day it was really tough. So essentially -- every day was a friday and god just cancled the weekend. This weekend on the other hand was pretty fun up to now. On friday -- I went to the gym, then I met up w/ Bethany, danny, diana, karen, andrew, john, the nelson, and stew to go play some laser tag. After that we got some coffee and then came over to my place and chilled.

Today I got a haircut and then went over to the gym again. After that I chilled out until 5 ish when I went to the Pizza Joint in Agusta w/ Steffon, rob, tom, and some other guy. After that Bethany and Steffon came over and watched half of Saw. -- I dont have any plans for tomorrow except for church in the morning -- and possibly doing an extra credit project for Mrs Johnson.

I'mma goto sleep
it's almost midnight and a half.
Peace

Mentha Piperita

The weekend was pretty fun, despite saturdays slowness;
I played paintball for a little bit on sat -- we all ran out of co2/time so it wasn't for long.
I havent been feelin well at all today, I think theres some bug goin around.
I realized that I have no clue on what I want to do with my life these days, its a very dismal thought.

I have a Brit Lit test tomorrow on Macbeth
I have a Pre-cal test Wednesday on graphing sin,cos,tan,sec,csc,cot functions + inverses; It wouldn't be so bad if it was gonna be a normal class, but its on homeroom schedule so I'm gonna get dominated.

I got a C on my last physics test (83). Thats pretty good for one of his tests for me, but I could have gotten an A but I didn't get to even start the last two problems (time). Thats usually how it is for me in his class, so I automatically start out w/ a B when he starts to grade.

I tried to goto the gym today, but I felt horrible shortly after getting there -- so i'm home now debating if 8:00 is too early to sleep or not.

I hope I feel better - - everyones sick these days and sick is no fun.

Peace
Good Luck
-Dav.Di

Store in a cool place.

Today was a nice day to relax.
I woke up around 8:00;
I cleaned my room after breakfast and coffee;
I went to the gym for about 2 hours;
Evan came and chilled for a while;
Wes came later on and chilled for a while;
It was all icy outside so I couldn't do much else;
I was benchin around 160 lbs today -- which is a good bit for me.
I'm ready to get out of the house tomorrow though -- I dont think it'll be icy;

I was gonna play paintball -- but I dont have c02 or the will to play in the cold.
Or much paint...

Its midnight and a half -- I cant be coherant any longer. Goodnight

==/davdi

I'm losing it.

Today I had a hard time focusing on anything... I'm still having that problem. I keep spacing out for long periods of time -- I just got back from pacing around my house for 45 minutes. I keep counting patterns in my mind and pacing along with the pattern. Its pretty wierd. I dunno whats wrong with me lately.

Tomorrows gonna be icy, I hope it dosent suck too bad -- I hate bein stuck indoors.

It's taking me longer than it should to write this -- so imma play some music and just go with the flow and zone out until something interesting happens;

-Dav.Di

Mamma do you think they'll drop the bomb?

OCALA, Fla. — Two boys, ages 9 and 10, were charged with felonies and taken away from school in handcuffs, accused of making violent drawings of stick figures.

wow -- I'm at a loss for words after reading that; I think we(americans )have our heads shoved up our asses with this paranoid bullcrap. I drew violent things when I was a little boy. So did every other boy I knew. That's not abnormal murderous tendancies -- its just heterosexual.

On another note, every day so far this week has felt like a friday. I've had relatively easy days in class, and afterwords I've chilled w/ ppl until at least 4:00 -- then I've been goin out to the gym. It just feels like fridays. I've also been very tired this week. Yesterday I meant to take a nap -- but I ended up sleeping from 5:30PM till 5:30AM... Whoopsies.

I cant wait for the weekend, so far my plans are to get a haircut and maybee play paintball on saturday if I can get some co2

Thats all for now.

-davdi

"Be it a grain of sand or a rock, in water they sink as the same."

This week was brutal, those tests were brutal. Its over -- and this morning imma go brutally shoot people in a stress-relieving game of paintball. Its a fun, safe way to shoot friends in such a way that they will not die, but rather get big bruises instead. But seriously, paintball is great especially when you have a good gun.

Then I'd like to do something w/ ppl later on after paintball - - dunno what though.

I love chillin w/ friends -- thats my biggest passtime nowadays, Especially now that we're all mature enough to have interesting conversations.

I've gots to run;
Peace
Good luck to all you SATers and Region Banders today;

-Dav.di;

"Laugh and the world laughs with you, weep and you weep alone."

Got report cards yesterday;
I made honor roll.
I was prepared to fail a class, so I was in a pretty good mood.
This week is turning out horribly. I will have had a test every day of the week by the end of friday;
Computer science test was especially horrid -- it was on something he never taught us, and when questioned about it he just told us to " Think outside the box ."
Today I have an english test, tomorrow I have a pre-cal test and a german test, and friday I have a physics test;
w00t for joy =/.

been wakin up at 4:55 am lately, its a wierd feeling waking up that early;

gonna go off to do some english-studying;
dav.di

"Even though I am no worse than a beast, don't I have the right to live?"

Not too much goin down these days, I had an enjoyable weekend, Bethany invited me to chilis w/ a group of ppl -- so I spent my afternoon there. I'm trying to prepare myself for the week. I find life is easier to tolerate if you go through the unsavory parts with a detached state of mind. Essentially, i'm a different person when I am doing something that I dont like, then when I'm doing something I do like. I've always read and heard about how people do that sort of thing, I guess its human nature?

Anyways - - I'm off to take some medicine and do some things around the house.

-Dav.di

When you earnestly believe that you can compensate for a lack of skill by doubling your efforts, there's no end to what you can't do.

Not too much goin on, schools a drag... but today is the start of 3 day's off (thanks to our good ol' buddy Martin Luther King Jr.) I Blissfully slept in to 8, went to the gym at 9, and did some errands this morning. Last night I went to Teresias for Bethany's birthday; i had a good time, there was around 20 of us all together I think. My parents are out at the beach now, so I have a car/half my house to myself this weekend. The car even has a full tank of gas >=D.

Anyways, Long story short -- life's great at least half of the time so dont shoot yourself yet.

Dav.di

Not much goin on;
Yesterday I didn't do anything significant except watch the movie Old Boy.
Its a Korean movie that hasn't come out in the us, and its next to impossible to find a copy anywhere but on the net that will play on american dvd players. A friend of mine ordered it though so its all good . The movie starts out with this guy getting kidnapped and put in a little apartment room with a bed, tv, bathroom, and desk. He dosent know why he was kidnapped and he dosent have any contact with a single person (they knock him out with gas to cut his hair, and slide food through a door) for 15 years. Then he's released all of a sudden.

The coolest part of the movie is when he kills a building full of ppl with a hammer.

Anyways, if it ever comes out in the US, i'd definately suggest you see it.

Today I bought a dvd burner at best buy,. I'mma go install that now.

Peace

-dav.di

Thet best way to solve moral problems is to fire all the unhappy people.

This week is over.
I havent really accomplished too much since monday;
I keep thinking to myself " This is the day that i'll be a good student and do my homework at home and study " But reality slapped me in the face until I went to bed.
I failed my physics exam by 2 points; Not that a 70 means anything special.
I'm getting pissed at this (school) year. It's not goin too well.
I managed to hurt my shoulder, I cant raise it above my head without pain; or move it for that matter.
I went bowling tonight, I sucked but it was a lot of fun. Aaron Edwards, David Low, Bethany Edwards, Sarah Beaty (sp?), and Rachael Danko(sp?) was there also -- after bowling we went to chill at waffle house. Good times;

But now it's time to sleep -- I drank a couple cups of coffee and for some reason it makes me tired;

Goodnight and peace out.

Todays Friday, so is tomorrow, then the next day, then the day after that.
That's 4 fridays until it's monday again -- w00t.

dav.di

Every dark cloud has a silver lining, but lightining kills hundreds of people each year who are trying to find it.

Today school started back, breaks up.
It wasn't so bad until around midday when I got a horrible headache, I'd venture to say migraine even.
It never really went away, but I went to the gym with my sister anyways since shes never in town these days.
My headache returned.

Christmas break was short, but really nice.
I cut my hair and got contacts so now I look like a human being again.
I got a noise therapy machine that plays ambiant sounds while I sleep (awsome), some cool gadgets, some money, a gift card, and a beanie with a propeller on it=);

Pennsylvania was fun.
Newyears my aunt came up to Aiken from Charleston. They are fun ppl to be around.

My dad got a 2001 Honda CR-V which is funly and cool.

That about sums up my life since my last post in this thing.

Time to sleep

Dav.Di